in surgery as i type
after 2 hours we were just told they r attempting some repairs and stablisation that will take a further few hours from now.
i dont know why im here...i really just needed to read your comments all again
im feeling very helpless, worried beyond words and not functioning on any level at all
my mum wanted me to go and eat...i cant...and to at least have a break...i feel worse here so im going back upstairs. will update in the morning
we r in for a very long hospital stay